I miss you

I dreamed a dream, and in it I was falling asleep in the living room of my apartment. I heard my sister walk into the apartment followed by my dad. In my dream I kept my eyes closed because even in my dreams I know he's not here. I didn't want to open my eyes and make him disappear. I let him come close and kiss my cheek like he used to, to tell me that he loved me.

Then I woke up.

And he was gone.