Withdrawal...

No Facebook, AIM, or Yahoo messenger. Or Myspace anymore, I figured I was cheating by reverting to it to satiate my appetite for social networking on my computer. I know it's for the best God, but man! Growth hurts :)
1 week down, 3 more to go. Help me stay strong, Lord, and help my friends to understand that I love them, but I've got to do this.

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Now playing: Chris Rice - Spare An Angel
via FoxyTunes

Hahahahahaha

Um, nothing is really funny. I just felt like laughing. I do that sometimes, you know, random stuff. And then people look at me funny, and I laugh because they are taking things way to seriously

It's been raining, w00t! God know we need any rain we can get. I'm just happy for the flowers. I really, really love flowers. They're just so beautiful. I should go to the Botanical Gardens, that would be awesome.

But I go now, I should be studying for a physics test (So fun :D ).
-Amanda

yea...

I want to get away, I want to get away...

Hiegh Ho Silver!

Sooooooooooooooooooooooooo

This is a time of letting go.
Letting go of those things I thought I had control of
Letting go of those bad habits
All of them *ouch*
Change hurts
Letting go of you.
You're not mine
Letting go of my "religion"
I want a relationship
Letting go of my "understanding"
It has profited me nothing thus far

Instead I take up Your burden
It's not very heavy
I know I put it down a while ago, but if you let me...
I'll gladly pick it up now
You said you have always known me
So please, could you tell me who I'm supposed to be?
I thought I was telling myself who I was, but I see now that it wasn't me
It was a Liar
I want to know who You want me to be
I want to know You
To be where You are

Please...
please help me, Lord

Oh Really?

So I'm not feeling to good, a little bit sad, a little bit lonely...
I just want to be myself....

God why am I ignoring you? Am I so stubborn that I think that I can deal with my own problems, even though You have clearly proven otherwise? Lord, soften my heart, I just want to be with You

Sooooooooooooooo

So I'm just chillin', doing homework and stuff. Avoiding awkwardness and how I really feel about some things, since how I really feel always gets me into trouble...

:-D

Laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa (I hate pink, but whatever)

So it's summertime, W00T!
I'm actually pretty excited about it. I got the job at Camp Wannaklot, and camp with Town Center is only $100.
I have a summer Reading List that consists of:
Ella Enchanted (Have)
Eldest (Have)
Watership Down (Have)
!984 (Have)
Brave New World (Have somewhere)
etc...

It is also the end of my first year at Georgia Tech, HURRAY!!!