Oh Really?

So I'm not feeling to good, a little bit sad, a little bit lonely...
I just want to be myself....

God why am I ignoring you? Am I so stubborn that I think that I can deal with my own problems, even though You have clearly proven otherwise? Lord, soften my heart, I just want to be with You

Sooooooooooooooo

So I'm just chillin', doing homework and stuff. Avoiding awkwardness and how I really feel about some things, since how I really feel always gets me into trouble...